Behind Closed Doors Read Online Brittainy C. Cherry, Kandi Steiner

Categories Genre: Contemporary, Romance Tags Authors: ,
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Total pages in book: 9
Estimated words: 9848 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 49(@200wpm)___ 39(@250wpm)___ 33(@300wpm)
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and the entire world —‬

our home. ‬

— K

It used to taste divine. A little cream and sugar.

It used to not burn. It sat and cooled down before engaging with my senses.

Now, it was bitter. No sweetness to its taste.

It scorched on the way down.

I miss the way you used to be my favorite drink.

Now you’re nothing but blackness to me.

— B

Forehead to forehead,‬

a touch and a sigh,‬

a smile and a blush,‬

three little words brought to life‬

before never said‬

breathed into existence by a shaky heart‬

and suddenly ‬

the world‬

is an entirely new place. ‬

— K

If I could write an apology to anyone, it would be to younger me:

I’m sorry I didn’t see your worth or you trying so hard.

I’m sorry I gave comfort to others before ever holding you.

I’m sorry I belittled you and compared you to other girls.

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you that you were good enough.

I love you. I’m sorry. You can heal now, and I’ll hold your hand.

I’ll never abandon you again.

— B

I’ve seen watercolor sunsets over white sandy beaches‬

and waterfalls casting down lush green mountainsides‬

I’ve heard music so tender it made my eyes water ‬

and laughter so loud it made my heart swell with joy

I’ve inhaled the sweetest aromas from around the world‬

and tasted decadent and luxurious meals‬

But nothing compares to the sight of you‬

lashes dusting cheeks‬

half smile creeping up‬

Nothing compares to the feel of your hands in my hair‬

your heartbeat under my ear‬

Nothing compares to the smell of your T-shirt ‬

the taste of your skin‬

Nothing feels like loving you‬

like you loving me‬

and maybe that’s how I know ‬

you’re my real adventure.‬

— K

and i’ll play our album on the record player

until the last song turns.

i’ll listen to our favorites as the vinyl spins around.

when the needle breaks, i’ll let you go.

until then, we’ll dance by the fireplace and reside in the melodies.

— B

They always told me to trust.

Have faith in the path of life,‬

in the heartbreak and the sorrow‬,

the gut-wrenching pain,‬

the insecurities ‬

of feeling not enough. ‬

“Everything happens for a reason,” they said‬,

and I would have listened‬

if I’d have known all along‬

the reason ‬

was‬

you. ‬

— K

I burnt the toast,

you burnt my heart,

and somehow, you think those were equal scorch marks.

— B

I want to know the you

that only you knows,

the one so deep inside

you discover a new part

every single day.

I want to discover with you.

I want to know you at your roots.

— K

I don’t need you here, but please do stay.

As the darkened sky hovers and the demons roam around.

As the quiet night whispers ungodly sounds.

Don’t let me go until the sun does peak.

Don’t call me again until the moon weeps.

— B

When we are at our lowest and hurting, we depend on those who love us to help us out of the darkness — not leave us there.

— K

The hamper used to hold enough for two.

Now, it’s limp and only half full.

Yet it no longer holds me down when I carry it to the laundry room.

— B

I’m not saying I can do anything a man can do,

just like I would never say I can do anything another woman can do.

We all have our strengths and weaknesses,

our talents and specialties,

our interests and intelligences.

I’m only asking that I get

the same respect as

and the same paycheck as

the man who possesses those same qualities

that I CAN do.

— K

There’s a whisper of you when the sun rises and sets.

My eyes weep as I watch the colors explode.

The world took you too soon.

As I watch the sets and rises, I always cry.

I know they’re your brushstrokes when I see them in the sky.

— B

Life is not waiting for you to live her.

She is not anxious, with bated breath,

wondering when you will reach out for her

and squeeze.

Life

is already here.

She is already happening to you, with you, because of you.

She feels you as her own heartbeat

and wishes only

for you

to realize the same.

You do not have to go on some grand adventure

taste the most special wine

hike the highest mountain

buy the most expensive boat

or touch the most handsome man

to feel life’s love

running through your veins.

You only need to stop in this moment

right now

and realize

Life

is written in these moments

these seemingly silly, unremarkable breaths of time.

This is life.

You’re living.

Breathe it in.

And find joy in this alone.

— K

They’ll tell you he lived a long life and that should give you comfort.

As if that’s enough to still the ache in your soul. As if it eases the fact that your loved one will no longer be there to:

Answer when you call.

Make you laugh when you’re feeling down.

Hug you when you need them the most.

It’s always too soon when it comes to death.

Old age doesn’t make it easier.

It just means there are more memories to mourn and more sadness that lingers.

— B

It’s the simple things in life

that I hold most valuable:

whiskey and a notebook and an old ink pen,

a long hike in the woods,



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