Total pages in book: 95
Estimated words: 86823 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 86823 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
“Please,” I gasped, “I want it inside of me,” I begged him, my eyes pleading with him. I couldn’t take this torture much longer.
He tossed the vibrator aside and unhooked the cuffs, rolling over onto his back. I squeaked in alarm at the sudden movement. “Fuck it all; I can’t do this with you, Katie. I need you.”
He lifted me up and pushed up inside of me. I cried out, throwing my head back, gripping his forearms. Holy fuck were the only words for how that had just felt.
“Why . . .” my voice trailed off. “Why did you stop?” I breathed.
He slammed up into me again, grunting. I moaned, my pussy squeezing his cock. “Every time you fucking moan, I just want to fuck you in every position there is,” he grunted out.
“Then do it,” I dared him, leaning down my chest was against his. My pebbled nipples brushed his hard chest, ripping another moan from my throat. He wrapped an arm around me and kept one hand on my hip. “Travis, if you can’t tease me, then, by all means, do what you can do with me.”
I knew that some girls would feel that he had no restraint and no self-control, but I loved the way he always wanted me. It made me feel empowered.
He hammered up into me, his hips punishing between my thighs. I cried out when I finally found my release, and he groaned my name against my neck. He quickly moved me off of him. “Get on your hands and knees,” he ordered.
I did as he instructed. Suddenly, he was there again, not even giving me time to recover from the high that I had just hit. He wrapped my hair in his fist, yanking my head back. He halted in his movements, and I whimpered. I didn’t want him to stop. “Do you want me to continue?” he asked me, his breathing harsh.
I nodded. Keeping a tight hold on my hair, his other hand came down and roughly smacked my ass. I gasped at the sensation, not expecting it, and definitely not thinking it would be a huge turn-on. His hand tightened around my hair, and I moaned at the pleasure that pulsed through me, tightening my walls around his shaft again.
Fuck, Travis felt too damn good inside of me.
When I came, I collapsed onto the bed, my breathing heavy. But Travis wasn’t done with me yet. He positioned my knees so that my ass was up in the air again, and I felt him thrust into me again, but this time, he was gentle. His hands caressed my ass as he slowly thrust in and out. It was so gentle and caring that it almost made tears form in my eyes. When I came again, he laid down with me on the bed, pulling me into his arms.
“Are you alright?” he asked me after a moment of catching our breaths, his hand running over my hair.
I nodded. Why wouldn’t I be okay?
“I feel terrible for treating you like that,” he murmured. I frowned. “I just – I can’t be dominant with you, Katie. It kills me. I know you enjoy all of this, but it breaks me inside knowing what I’m capable of doing to you.”
I let my eyes meet his. “You hardly did anything to me, though.”
He ran his fingers through my hair and sighed. “I know, but it still killed me inside to do it. I care too much about you to even begin being comfortable dominating you. Once I get caught up in being dominant over someone, it’s hard for me to stop. I stopped that lifestyle for a reason.” He clenched his jaw before forcing it to relax. “I’m too dark and fucked up inside to be trusted with a woman’s body.”
I leaned up on my elbow to look down at him. “Tell me,” I pleaded. His dark eyes met mine. “Tell me why you’re so afraid to let yourself go with me.”
He sighed, looking up at the ceiling. It was almost as if he was ashamed to tell me what he was about to say. It kind of alarmed me. Maybe this was a lot bigger than I had predicted.
“A couple of years ago, I had this one girl I always went to if I wanted to have sex. She was great and willing to explore new things with me; she wanted to explore my lifestyle.” He drew in a deep breath. “So, I had a lawyer draw up a contract to keep myself out of legal trouble. It started off as a normal dominant-submissive relationship. I’d spank her, tie her up, tease her, and punish her when necessary. I eventually enjoyed dominating her too much, and I began to take things too far. Lightly tying her up eventually became something much worse. I would suspend her from the ceiling, leaving her there until she lost all feeling in her arms. I would tie rope around her wrists so tight that it rubbed her skin raw and caused her to bleed. She would always beg me to stop, but it wasn’t our safe word, so I felt like I didn’t have to listen to her.”