Her Mafia Bodyguard Read Online J.L. Beck, Cassandra Hallman

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Dark, Mafia, Romance, Taboo, Virgin Tags Authors: ,
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Total pages in book: 109
Estimated words: 101985 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 510(@200wpm)___ 408(@250wpm)___ 340(@300wpm)
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“Thank you for offering, but like you said, I better get to bed. Long day tomorrow.”

“Of course. See, this is why I trust you with Mia. You don’t think with your dick like most men.”

You have no idea.

He goes back to his desk, where he spends so much of his time. Deals are made and broken behind that desk.

The fates of many men have been decided there, too.

To think, I figured it was a lucky break. A promotion, even, working my way up the ranks. Going from just another one of the boss’s hired men to a cushy indoor job involving a teenage daughter none of us knew about until she was practically on the front doorstep. How very wrong I was.

And now, it’ll just be the two of us. Nobody looking over our shoulder. No excuse to check myself when the temptation to admire her ass or tits is too much to resist.

Right now, I feel worse for myself. I’m not the sort of guy who walks around complaining and blaming others for his own shit. That’s never been my way. But if I was in the habit, I’d be just about as depressed and disgusted now as I’ve ever been.

It’s bad enough having her around all the time here at the house, where there’s always the promise of being discovered holding me back. Holding us both back. What happens when we’re on our own, without the promise of being discovered? How strong am I supposed to be?

I was as strong as I’ve ever been that night by the pool—because never in all my life have I been tested the way she tested me. It was almost like she knew all the filthy, perverted fantasies I’ve had about her since her father assigned me to her care. Like she’d reached into my head and plucked a dirty thought out of the file. Dropping her clothes in front of me, offering her body up as a prize.

I deserve a prize for restraint. Only the very clear understanding of what would happen to me kept me from fucking her until we both passed out.

Since then, she’s been impossible to deal with. The girl was never quiet and shy to begin with, but now it’s like she’s determined to drive me out of my skull. Like she wakes up every morning and asks herself how she can test my self-control. Smarting off, rolling her eyes, slamming doors like a spoiled brat.

It’s better this way. I know I hurt her when I turned her down. I saw the tears in her eyes, and I’d have to be blind not to notice how she ran away up to the house. Some sick part of me wanted to stop her, too. I knew how humiliated and horrified she had to be. I’m not a monster. I didn’t want to hurt her.

But goddammit, I would end up being the one who got hurt if I did what any red-blooded man would have done in my position. She might as well have offered herself up on a silver platter. It was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, which is saying a hell of a lot since I’ve done a lot of things.

She doesn’t know. She can’t know. How she lives in my dreams, my fantasies. Sick, dark fantasies, most of them. The things I’ve done to her in my head… if she had the first clue, she wouldn’t want to come anywhere near me for fear of what might happen. How I would defile her tight, lush little body. She’s never been touched, not like that. What would it mean, being the man to break her?

I can’t think that way. It’s dangerous. Even if I tell myself I have no intention of following through on any of my fantasies, thinking about it makes the temptation worse. Practically impossible to resist. I can’t even let myself get in the habit of thinking this way.

Especially now that we’re going to be alone. Nobody watching over my shoulder.

How the hell am I supposed to resist her when the last thin barrier between us is gone?

2

MIA

“I knew you would be happy about this.”

Happy? Maybe I would be happy if I had a chance to catch up with what my father is telling me. Right now, I’m too busy trying to understand what he just said. I’m going to Blackthorn Elite. “But I didn’t apply there.”

“You didn’t have to. I took care of everything. Don’t I always?” Yes, he does, and right now, that doesn’t make me feel happy. As usual, I don’t get any say in my life. What a trade-off. I have all the money I could ever want. I never have to worry about anything, but I also don’t get to make a choice. Not even where I go to school.



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