Huck (Golden Glades Henchmen MC #1) Read Online Jessica Gadziala

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Biker, MC, Romance Tags Authors: Series: Golden Glades Henchmen MC Series by Jessica Gadziala
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Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 76227 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
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Which was fine in business. But it was hell for interpersonal relationships. Which meant I, inevitably, ended up bullied into things, even though I was six years older than he was. If I let it go that far, I would not only be caving to his plan, but I would be mentally exhausted from fighting a losing battle.

So it was easier just to give in.

Or, at least, in situations like this, to try.

So I went into my room, grabbed some of my "calm down oil," got my shoes, grabbed my purse, and tried to ignore the tightening sensation in my chest as I made my way out the front door, and toward Jones's car.

To be fair, even though he could be a bully, he tried to be nice. For instance, he was currently lowering the roof on the convertible he'd bought solely because he thought it would be better for me and my crippling car phobia.

It was sweet of him.

The only problem was, it didn't really work.

He knew it didn't work.

I knew it didn't work.

But there we were anyway.

"Come on, Harm," Jones demanded from his position in the driver's seat

Taking a deep breath, I moved to the passenger side of the car, trying to quiet the noise in my head, the flashbacks, the swirling sickness in my stomach.

I got the door open and climbed in, but as soon as my ass was in the seat, the panic gripped my system in its merciless hands, leaving me gasping for breath as I flew out of the seat.

Vision blanking out, flashing with the images of many years ago, I wasn't even aware of Jones getting out of the car, coming around it, grabbing me.

But I was aware of his hands trying to push me back into the car, trying to keep me there.

I could hear the scream over the labored sounds of my breathing, but wasn't fully aware the sound was coming from me.

"Jesus Christ, stop, Harm," Jones demanded, voice sounding a little lost. "Stop screaming. It's fine. You're fine. Just stop. What the fuc—" he started, the rest of the word trailing off into a grunt.

There was hissing and crunching sounds that I couldn't exactly place as I managed to climb out of the car, crawl a few feet away, and curl up on my side, eyes squeezed shut, trying to slow-breathe my way through the memories.

"PTSD," my therapist would insist if she heard me calling them "memories." She wanted me to accept the label the same way I accepted the treatment for it. Some days, I was strong enough for that. Others, not so much.

And, in the grips of a panic attack, there was very little strength to be found. The best I could hope for was the images to stop flashing before my eyes as the world slowly started to come back to me.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" an unfamiliar, deep, gravelly voice asked, followed by a slamming sound, and a grunt that had to have come from Jones.

"It's nothing," Jones insisted. "Mind your business, man."

"Looks a fuck of a lot like you were trying to kidnap my neighbor, so that makes it my business, kid," the other voice insisted.

"She's my sister," Jones explained. "I wasn't trying to fucking kidnap her, just take her with me. She's... she's got issues, man. Look at her," he demanded.

I was just aware enough of my situation right then, laying curled up on the ground like some wounded animal, to feel humiliation rise up through my system, mixing with the lingering traces of the panic, it was a heady cocktail of discomfort in my system.

"Yeah, well, since she doesn't look like she can confirm or deny your story right now, kid, I'm gonna need you to fuck off."

"I don't know who—" Jones started.

I'm not sure what happened then. In my mind, I knew this was one of the bikers, and if it was, that he possibly had a gun that he pulled on my little brother, making him immediately shut up. "I can't just leave her here with you. I don't know you."

"Right. Because I would save her from you only to hurt her myself. That makes a lot of fucking sense. Look, lived here since she moved in. If I wanted to do something to her, I'd have done it by now. "

"Still," Jones insisted, and I could feel his gaze on me.

I needed to pull it together.

I had to get out of my head, off this ground, step in on this situation. If for no other reason than that I needed to for Jones.

I took another couple of slow, deep breaths, feeling my vision clearing. I didn't exactly feel better, but I could see, I could hear, I could intervene.

"It's okay. I'm fine," I said, voice small. My stomach rolled as I moved to sit, pulling my knees into my chest. I didn't trust them yet to hold my weight. "He's my brother," I added, glancing at Jones before my gaze went to the other man.



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