Just One More Touch Read Online W. Winters, Willow Winters

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Total pages in book: 155
Estimated words: 145634 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 728(@200wpm)___ 583(@250wpm)___ 485(@300wpm)
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I instantly push the chair back, thankful for something to do other than this mindless shit, but Sandra calls down, “I’ll get it!” as she’s running down the steps. I grit my teeth and push my chair back in, putting my elbow on the table and resting my chin in my hand. I know I shouldn’t. I break out on my chin sometimes from stress, and the oils from my hand doesn’t help, but fuck it. I don’t care.

As Sandra opens the door, I listen carefully, part of me hoping it's Derek.

“Hey baby,” Tony says softly. Every time he greets her there’s this softness in his voice that he only has for her. I must be emotional today, because just thinking about that makes those damn tears threaten to fall again.

"Hey!" Sandra says back happily. She doesn’t understand how good she has it.

My hopes fall, and I try to concentrate on studying again. I’ll see Derek and we’ll talk about things soon. We need to, and both of us know that.

"Hi, Sandra." I instantly perk up at the sound of Derek’s voice. It's him! My first instinct is to run to him like a freaking child. Calm down, Emma. You don't want to scare him off. You’re an adult.

"Hey, Derek. Em's in the kitchen studying," Sandra answers.

"Ready to go?" Tony asks Sandra. Go? My heart speeds up, knowing we’re going to have the house to ourselves. I'm not sure if these nerves are from knowing I'm falling for him all over again, or if it's because I'm already turned on just thinking about what we could do when we're all alone. It’s weird having sex at his place with his mom there. It’s only happened twice, but each time when it’s over and I remember she’s in the house I get this weird feeling like we just did something wrong. I wish I could drop it and just go with the flow, but I absolutely can't. It feels disrespectful in some sense. So instead we’ve been naughty in the car on the way back to his place or here. Just like old times.

"Em, I'll be home later! Love you!" Sandra yells down the hall on her way out of the house. "Bye, Derek. See you later," she says a little quieter.

“Love you!” I yell back. My response is followed by the sound of the door closing, and Derek’s heavy footsteps in the hallway.

I get up to meet him and quickly smooth my hair before he enters the kitchen, butterflies in my stomach and my heart racing.

“Hi," Derek says with a smile as he enters the room. That smile. It brightens my world. I can't get enough of it. It’s a crime that he doesn’t smile all the time.

"Hi,” I greet as I stand on my tiptoes, planting a kiss on his lips as he wraps his arms around my waist. ‘’What are you doing here?" I ask, rocking on my feet.

He shrugs, looking past me for a moment and then back at me. "I have some time off, and I just wanted to hang out. Like we used to," he says as I wrap my arms around his neck. He leans in and kisses my neck. It’s that sensitive place that somehow seems connected to both my nipples and clit. I'm already primed for him.

He walks us over to the chair I was sitting in before he got here, sits easily and pulls me onto his lap.

"You're on break, so take a break with me," he says as he closes my book.

I look into his eyes. We need to talk about what's happening here. I lick my lips as my blood pressure climbs, and suck it up. I’m a grown ass woman. We aren’t two teens in puppy love. We’re adults, and we need to talk.

"I'm scared, Derek," I say honestly. I think back to my lectures. State what you’re feeling. Then explain why you’re feeling it, and how you wish for it to be resolved. It’s as simple as that.

"Of what, Sweetheart?" he says as he strokes my cheek. His eyes shine with sincerity, and a wrinkle forms right down the center of his forehead. It’s always there when he’s concerned. I trace it with my fingertip, wishing we didn’t have to have this conversation. I shift in his lap, knowing it’s for the best. Even if this isn’t going to work, it’s better that we get it out of the way now.

I close my eyes and clear my throat. "Of this, of us," I answer him.

He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. "Don't think about it. Just go with it, Sweetheart." He kisses my neck again before I can respond, and I want to just go along with it. But I need to know what he's thinking, what we're doing here. I can’t just keep brushing this under the rug.



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