Texting My Hot Tutor – Text Me You Love Me Read Online Flora Ferrari

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Total pages in book: 47
Estimated words: 46858 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 234(@200wpm)___ 187(@250wpm)___ 156(@300wpm)
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I’m forty-one, but Jocelyn’s got me feeling about twelve.

“As many of you will know, I made the decision recently to let Paul Simmons go.”

A few of the teachers exchange glances, the desire for gossip rising, but my mind is elsewhere. Usually, it would be on the market or my session at the gym later, the obsessive pursuits that have blotted everything else from my mind.

But now it’s her. Always her. I wonder if it will ever stop.

And I know I don’t want it to.

“Up until now, I’ve kept the reason secret.”

“Pft,” Mary says, then holds her hands up. “Sorry.”

“Perhaps I should say I’ve tried to keep it a secret,” Jocelyn goes on, giving Mary a stern look. “Paul slept with several of his students.”

Everybody gasps.

I lean forward, resting my forearms on my knees.

It’s the several that gets me the most. Perhaps there’s a world where a man falls for a woman, claims her, marries her, dedicates himself to her for life.

Maybe then, it would be okay, the fact she’s a student.

But to use his position for cheap pleasure?

I used to like Paul, as much as I’m capable of liking anybody.

Maybe I’m old-fashioned. But I think when a man claims a woman, he should really claim her. Not just for a few minutes or hours or days or weeks.

For life.

There I go again, thinking of my woman, whose name I’ll probably never learn.

“What Paul did wasn’t illegal,” Jocelyn goes on, in her prim-and-proper British voice. “But it was strictly against our policy. This is for the good of the students, not any judgment on their age difference.”

That phrase causes the woman on the bus to return to me. But that’s not saying much, since I could stare at a blank wall and fill it with visions of her.

She’s clearly younger than me, maybe by twenty years.

But it doesn’t matter, not as I think of our future, of pulling her into my arms and possessively kissing her, my hands sliding down to her hips, squeezing greedily.

“These belong to me, these beautiful hips. Your body’s so perfect…you’re going to give me so many children.”

I haven’t even seen her hips, but I could tell how delectably curvy she was.

“It’s important our students get what we promise them…a second chance. Most of them, as you all know, have suffered some kind of trauma in their past.”

It’s part of the scholarship program, helping students who have experienced the dark side of life. It’s one of the reasons the college offers classes in essential life skills, like budgeting and time management.

Many of them don’t have parents to learn all that from.

“Think of being one of these young women. Paul, this authority figure, has shown you some attention. Maybe it’s the first time an older man has ever shown you positive attention. And then he tries to take it to the next level. Do you stop him? And, after it’s done, are you ever able to focus on your studies again?

“Or are you – and this is far, far more likely – sitting in the class, hoping he’ll notice you, thinking of your next meeting…or wondering why he’s no longer returning your calls?”

Jocelyn looks at us all sternly, paying more attention to some of the male teachers. Her gaze skims over me.

Everybody knows, as Mary pointed out, I could probably sleep with any number of students.

But I wouldn’t.

Partly it’s because of all the reasons Jocelyn listed.

But it’s also because I’m simply not interested.

All my life, I’ve been waiting for a woman who would make me care, a woman who would provoke something meaningful inside of me.

It’s a sick joke I found that woman, fleetingly, and now I have to accept….

I’ll never even learn her name.

CHAPTER 3

Della

I sit at the small desk in the corner of the living room, the math textbook open, struggling to make sense of the numbers.

Math has always been the most difficult subject for me.

It’s because you’re stupid.

There it is again, Jess’ voice, but I press on anyway, stubbornly staring at the page.

It’s early morning, several hours before I have to be at school. Sleep tries to make my eyelids heavy.

Last night, it was impossible to rest, my mind too full of the man, his confidence, his body brimming with protective muscles.

As sleep finally came, I flitted in and out of dreams. In some, I was kissing him, gasping in pleasure as he passionately smoothed his hand up my leg.

Or he was on top of me, his firm chest brushing against my breasts as he shifted, and I moaned, and I somehow knew how to please him.

In others, we were walking down a beach together, holding hands, our children running ahead of us. Or we were playing in the yard, children’s laughter dancing in the air.

Our children.

What is this, some weird distraction technique so I don’t have to learn the numbers?



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