The Baby (The Boss #5) Read Online Abigail Barnette

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, BDSM, Billionaire, Contemporary, Erotic, Romance Tags Authors: Series: The Boss Series by Abigail Barnette
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Total pages in book: 116
Estimated words: 108905 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 545(@200wpm)___ 436(@250wpm)___ 363(@300wpm)
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“Not until I rub your arms and shoulders.” Somehow, he made the threat of a massage seem like scolding. I liked that; in the past, the game would end when intercourse was finished, but I needed that extra time in submissive mode to slowly surface.

“Yes, Sir.”

Once my arms were free, I had to agree that a massage of some sort was in order. I’d pulled at my bonds so forcefully, I would be super stiff if I didn’t get some TLC and a hot shower. I stood to remove the vibrator, then sat on the bed between Neil’s legs, leaning back on him, swaying as he kneaded my sore muscles in his big hands.

Slowly, I came back to myself. I couldn’t believe how much I’d taken, how much I’d wanted. I couldn’t believe he’d given it to me.

I snorted a laugh. “So, how fucked up is my butthole, now? On a scale of one to needs surgery?”

He chuckled. “No surgery. Possibly a little blood, but we’ve definitely done worse.”

“True. At least this time you used lube.”

He leaned forward and craned his neck to kiss my cheek. “You like it when I don’t use lube.”

“Yeah,” I admitted. “It hurts more.”

Our postgame wrap up felt so good. I supposed that, at some point, I had stopped believing that we would ever have this relationship, again. That Neil would ever be strong enough. Yet, here we were. And everything seemed right.

He gave my shoulders a final squeeze and said, “Why don’t you go get into a hot shower? I’ll clean up in here before I join you. And I’ll get you something for the pain.”

I slid from the bed. “Yeah, you really whipped the hell out of me.”

“You earned it with your smart mouth,” he reminded me. “Throw me my shirt, if you would.”

I leaned down and scooped up the shirt from the foot of the bed and tossed it to him. He caught it one-handed and shook it out, pulling on one sleeve before I headed toward the bathroom.

I stopped and turned. “I’m glad we’re back.”

He looked up from fastening his buttons. “I’m just glad we’ve been able to put the whole thing behind us.”

It was an innocuous comment, or should have been. But my fragile post-scene emotions seized on it and wouldn’t let it go. What had, just minutes before, felt like closure now felt like a wound ripped open from the inside by an insidious infection caught too late.

“What if I don’t want to put it behind us?”

He lifted his head. “Hmm?”

I’m sure he thought he’d heard me incorrectly. After all, who wouldn’t want to put this entire year so far behind them and never think of it, again? But that would require forgiveness, and mine had suddenly evaporated.

“What if I don’t want to put it behind us?” I repeated, more forcefully. “You know, this whole year has been about you, so far, and how you’re handling things. But maybe I’ve been too busy dealing with your emotions that I haven’t been able to do anything about mine. And you want me to just ‘put the whole thing behind us’? I don’t get a say in it?”

“Of course you do, Sophie. I’m sorry, I never meant to imply—”

“Fuck your ‘sorry’!” I shouted. “You’ve said that so much the word doesn’t even mean anything to me, anymore. I know I’m supposed to forgive everything because you’re sick and you’re grieving. But I’m tired of it!”

He rose and came toward me, like he would embrace me. “You don’t have to forgive everything. What I did to you… I was sick, but I do have to take responsibility for my actions. I learned that in therapy—”

I pushed away from him. “I don’t care what you learned from this experience! I don’t give a shit about your personal growth, so don’t even talk to me about it!”

His brow crumpled in confusion and concern, and I hated him for both. “Sophie, we can talk about this, but you’re having a drop. Let me—”

“No!” I stomped my bare foot on the marble floor. A shock of pain vibrated up my leg. My body had already endured so much tonight, what were a few more endorphins wrung from my brain? “You want to put this all behind us? Why? Because you’re ready to not feel bad about it, anymore? Because you made the choice to come home to us? No! You don’t get to do that! It’s easy for you to put it behind us because you’re the one who fucking walked away!”

He didn’t move, frozen by shock, I assumed, at my sudden outburst. I saw Neil now as I rarely saw him, unsure of himself and out of his depth.

“Why did you want to leave us?” I shouted at him. “Why did you want to leave me?”



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