Make Me Yours (Bellamy Creek #2) Read Online Melanie Harlow

Categories Genre: Angst, Contemporary, New Adult, Romance Tags Authors: Series: Bellamy Creek Series by Melanie Harlow
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Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 111400 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 557(@200wpm)___ 446(@250wpm)___ 371(@300wpm)
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In the end, I decided to meet him, if only to get out of my bedroom. The walls were closing in on me.

We met at the pub and sat at the bar. McIntyre came over and poured us a couple beers. For a few minutes, we nursed them in silence. Since I’d sort of felt like a kid sitting in the principal’s office waiting to get in trouble, I was a little surprised that he wasn’t talking.

“How was your trip to Nashville?” I asked.

“It was good. Blair’s family is . . . something else.”

“You got along with them?”

“I did, but four days of Beaufort will last me a while.”

I almost laughed.

“So what’s going on with you?” he asked, casually sipping his beer. It was obvious he knew.

“I take it you’ve talked to Cheyenne.”

“Yes.”

“Is she . . . okay?”

“No, Cole. She isn’t.”

I felt like he’d punched me in the gut. “Fuck.”

“What happened?”

“I don’t even know.” I straightened up in my seat. “One minute things were fine, and the next she was crying.” I felt my lip begin to twitch.

“Really?”

I slumped over again. Elbows on the bar, head in my hands. “No.”

We sat in silence for a minute. Griffin nursed his beer. “Look, I don’t want you to be mad at this, but I also talked to Beckett and Moretti.”

“About me?” Sitting back, I glared at him. “What the fuck for?”

“Because we’re worried about you, Cole. You’re not okay.”

I stared at the surface of the bar, scuffed and nicked and beat-up from years of abuse. “No. I’m not.”

“So I’m going to ask you about some stuff, and don’t bother lying. You’re the fucking worst liar in the world, and we both know it.”

I grimaced. “Fine.”

“Who’s having the nightmares? You or Mariah?”

“Me,” I said through clenched teeth.

“Did you lie about that to my sister because you don’t trust her?”

I shook my head. “I lied because I was ashamed.”

“Okay. So far, so good. But this next one might be tough.” He fortified himself with another sip of his beer first. “Did you fuck shit up with Cheyenne so that you wouldn’t have to deal with your glass-half-empty attitude?”

I glared at him again. “It’s more than that and you know it.”

“You’re right. It’s more than that, which is why you need to be talking to someone who isn’t a mechanic right now. I can fix anything under the hood, because I can see it.” He reached over and rapped on my skull with his knuckles. “But whatever’s wrong under there needs somebody else.”

“I’m not fucking broken,” I said defensively, pushing his hand away. “Maybe this is just the way I am, and people around me need to deal with it.”

“Maybe,” he agreed with a shrug.

“See? This is why I was better off alone. I don’t know why no one believed me.”

He held up his hands. “Totally fine. If you wanted to be alone for the rest of your life, Cole, that would be A-OK with me. I’ll still be your friend. But that’s not what you want.”

I scowled, because he was right.

“Last question. Are you in love with her?”

“Yes.” That one was easy.

“Then I lied. I have another question. Do you remember what you said to me when I was being a dipshit about Blair? When I broke up with her and told her to leave because I never wanted to need someone?”

I tried to recall my exact words but couldn’t. “No.”

“Well, I do. You said losing someone you love hurts like hell. But there wasn’t one day with Trisha you’d take back, even knowing how it ended.”

“Oh.” I swallowed. “Now I remember.”

“You still feel that way?”

“Yes,” I admitted.

“So then why are you throwing away all the days you could have with Cheyenne, even if you knew exactly when the world was going to end?”

“But if I knew, I’d be prepared,” I snapped, angry that he was poking so close to the bone. “That’s the point.”

Griffin exhaled. “Okay. Last thing for real, and it’s not even a question. During that same conversation we had back then, you said that given how long we’d been friends, you’d expect me to tell you if you were fucking something up in a big way.”

I grimaced, knowing what was coming.

“And so, Cole, I say to you, as you did to me, you’re fucking something up in a big way. You also told me I was being a real asshole about it, but I’m going to be the bigger man and not call you names.”

“Thanks,” I said flatly.

At that point, we were interrupted by a few people who’d seen the news story about the baby, and I had to shake some hands and pose for a picture. When we were alone again, Griffin chuckled. “Guess this town really needed a hero.”

“I’m not a fucking hero,” I said for what felt like the hundredth time. “I was doing my job.”



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